Tuesday, September 8, 2015

September 8th, 2012 - Journal Entry

I need to start getting over this feeling of having been  abandoned.  It needs to end.  I cannot victimize myself; because thankfully, god has blessed me with enough to get on by.  I need to look in the mirror and make peace with the fact that I am alone... but not lonely - those are two different things.  I am strong and powerful and will come out positively from this thing.

Sure, I miss him, but he chose to go.  He has left and he has become emotionally and sexually involved with people and that is a huge sign of having left behind what was "us".  Us is over - and so now... It needs to be "Me"!!

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